My Christmas Wish

     There's been numerous things that I could have and maybe should have blogged about over the last few days. Like how there's been animosity between me and what I consider my "favorite cousin" because of goofy things. Fights in families never benefit anyone especially when I have to deal with them. I might speak my mind a little too much but what's wrong with that? If I have a problem with someone I tell them and now I'll blog about it. Maybe, I've been a little 'grouchy' lately but that's just because of what's happening around me. Sometimes I feel like I want someone to turn to but since I was about seven I've had people betray me. Actually, the very first betrayal I can remember was around then. Funny story too. My niece, who for whatever reason I'm not close to anymore, was in a play called the Nutcracker. Point of that story, that'll I'll keep to myself, is I remember that as my first betrayal. Being betrayed always leaves a distinctive taste in my mouth, especially if it's from someone who I consider close. Now, I'm not whining and saying that every time I get screwed over the world should stop. I'm just saying that its happened so many times now, why would I every trust someone fully again. There's a few people that I consider close to me right now and none of them know what I'm going through. Probably won't till it all comes to a conclusion.

     I almost started this next paragraph off by talking about another crappy friend of mine, but instead of being so gloomy and down I'll talk about something nicer. It's Christmas time my friends. Now, I know its been "Christmas time" for the past three weeks but now its actually here. On Saturday morning kids all across the country will be waking their parents up early to open up what surely will be the best gift they've ever received. I can remember times like that. When, if I didn't get that bike or basketball goal it was the end of the world. And now, seeing that it took my parents working all year long and never taking sick days and never slacking off and never complaining just so I could have that Playstation or Sega, it makes this time of year nicer, because parents all across the country are doing the same thing with their children. I drove through a park and saw a light show a few days ago and it reminded me of all those times of doing it with my parents. It'd be nice to be ten again and the only worry in the world be getting up for school. I guess I should 'wrap' this up, ha. My Christmas wish is I hope all this ends soon and everything turns out well, 'cause I like living in the house I'm in now.